Nikki's Life

2011-05-09T00:54:00.001+08:00

its not that i didnt realise a thing...

its not that i haven been giving you a chance..

and now..its just that i am tired of it..

so just remain like this will ya~

2011-03-21T02:22:00.001+08:00

SHIT! CHECK THIS OUT...SERIOUSLY CANNOT TAHAN... HEARTMELTING..

random

2011-03-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

tomorow schooling you know?? and time check: 2.11 am...ZOMG...arhh who cares anyway..hahaha

TAEYANG!

2011-03-21T00:58:00.001+08:00

small sexy luxious lips with cute mi mi yan and very hawt mohawt hairstyle..yea~ tats my ideal boy..

2011-01-01T21:28:00.001+08:00

acting blur or chossing to ignore the fact????????
complicated...

heartbreaks..

2011-01-01T20:53:00.001+08:00

i finally understand the feeling of heartbreaking..
no more wanna marry you..shld change to i think i wanna divorce with you..
hahaha love you like a fool..but i nv regret falling in love with you..
my one and only trustable friend..and full stop..not more then great friends anymore...
stay alert..
i am stupid..such a fool..

2010-12-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

The only thing that is FOC are my tears..
having a freaking bad day today at work and outside..
it really freaks me out today..
totally moodless..
a small little careless made in my work causes many ppl helping me out..
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walao knn...u want make untill so jialiat si bo..
OK FINE.......sorry b4 our relationship says tats it...

over protected is nth good actually

2010-12-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

sorry for being dishonest and sorry for pulling u down into the lies..i nv though of the conseqeuces..I AM REALLY APOLOGIZING FOR THAT..i am sorry for letting u to suffer all those sarcastic scoldings...i no need ur nag..all i need is ur blame..
BUT why does u have to make big the situation?..u just making me shame, tho u think by doing this can decrease his anger..but i believe that if u diam diam and wait for the time pass..nth will happen and moreover everything will be fine..i know him more than you..and i wish that this matter can silently gone away...
i just simply making friends..is tat a crime or illegal case?? its nth complicated actually, u are the one who making me confuse and making the problem big..and also making the problem worse..and let me tell u...by doing this..i guess is a never happy ending problem...
(ok) will be my final reply to all..i said no and u gave me thousand of reasons abt yes..i am speechless right now..u guys keep repeating saying that u bring me bad..but what i have already told u in a million no is that i have a clear mind..and i know what i doing..if million no doesnt makes u understand..i will give up..but i will not give up on u..my great trustable friend..

2010-10-17T01:06:00.001+08:00

Elegant VS Rough and loud.
who win??
ppl who r BRAINLESS will choose rough and loud.

2010-10-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

I HATE to be the last person to know the information!! somemore i have to find it out myself...i have the autourity to know where m i going and whether i wanna go a not..i am not ur maid~ want me to do this and i will do...i have my own time slot..dun anyhow insert a outing in my planning...you r not me..i hate ppl to plan my day...i cant make it and u argue back with me..wad is this...let me tel u ...YOU SUCKS!! i am so sad now!!! i cant go for tmr praying...i wanna visit my grandma..but i have arrange an extra lesson with my tutor. its all ur fault...i will argue with u until u say sorry...i dun care...i am sorry grandma, i cant visit you tmr..i am sorrry...T.T..wanna see you..and i misses you alot..i am so sad now...gonna wait for the next trip to visit you..haiz~

2010-09-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

be back friends?
BUEY KE YAN LEH..
every betrayal starts with trust..
give me 10 good solid reason why shld i forgive you.
hais~ if i were there in the situation where u were surrounded by gangsters..i will agree with him to let u 1 to 1 fight.
i had already please and beg you not to spread the secret. but if u were my so called friend, you dun even will go spread to even one person lohvcxz..pls menczzx...dun say sorry or even expect me to forgive you..what has been done is done..there is no turn back..
let me tell you!! i hate myself because i trust the wrong person and also now! u lead me to an end road where i can really trust no one..even my best friend and close friend in class..I TRUST NO ONE JUST BEACUSE OF YOU!!! you had change my life..thanks~
i am not angry about you, telling ppl this secret, but i am angry about you is because u break the promise.u promise not to say..and seriously i trusted you..if this were my biggest and most impt secret to me...and if i told you!!! i will be doom and its the end for my life..seriously BGY!!

WHAT A DAY FOR ME.

2010-09-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

blog is the best place for me to shout out my sorrow...!!!
what a day for me today!!!!
what a friendship i had...
what is this..
screamssvcxz
trusted this fellow soo muchh..
and yet???
told others my secret....what a guy!! yea..?..
always thought that he is a nice and great friend that no one can replace.BUT i am soo wrong...
no one in this world can actually be trusted...
i hate the feeling of being BETRAYED.
god..pls lead me to someone whom i can trust and give all my sorrow feelings or happy moments .amen
just got to accept that the earth is ROUND..
wad comes around goes around...feeling soo freaking bad now..just wanna die on bed and stop thinking anything.
what a great friend?? ya.. GREAT FRIEND... GREAT FRIEND ...GRET FRIEND..._|_

2010-08-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

MY DAYS~
31st july-celebrated deon full month
party at my house..supper many ppl came.:) it was fun:) thks ppl who went and bought gif for deon:)
6 august- celebrated racial harmony cum national day at sch.
got a most sarcastic comment from coach nanny!! "you look so aunty" knn~ spoil mood
7 august- went to see chuengcheng concert at RP with kuarwuai.
the concert was great..thks kw for the accompany.:)
8 august- went yinying(relatives) hse at jalankayu.
everybody changes~ppl who used to be proud in the past has change to open minded, and chated along with us. i finally felt warm in their hse.
9 august-singapore birthday cum coach nanny birthday
first time sin national day i stay in sin, usually i will be out of the country..so bored to stay in sin.
shld be attending to coach birthday tmr at pasir ris, if my mood turns good.. it will be great if coach allow us to take revenge.
My feelings~
Haiyio!!! this blogg gonna be alive when the owner is alive.
i am so shag of many many things around me especially you..
i wish we can make things clear, and create less miserable days for me..
all i want is to get a msg from you. so i can happily knew that i have been forgived. i dun wan to lose you as a friend. as i have found out that you're actually my greatest good friend that no one can be replaced. can somebody give me the courage to start the conversation first. i am afraid of you, cause i know u hates me.
help! i nid advice..i am shagg~imy~
i have also finally realise that JO and KIT is so impt in my life. jo is so great to share secret with. and kit is so easy going to provide me bob candy when i am sad..i love you all~!

2010-06-30T14:52:00.001+08:00

sial lah...now in school doing nothing...idiot wasting time!hate that
i cant believe that i am actually studying omfg..i finally manage my time well..oh yea.
from now on i am gonna focus on my study!
just quited my tuition for some sort of reasons...hmm and found a tutor arld...hehe which is my friend... she's a veterinarian and a freaking good english educated base. gonna really study hard this term..hmm got a lil feeling of hope.haha~
counting down excitedly...either tomorow or friday..hehe my BABY DEON <3 so excited!!! whoo~
shld i go out on sunday??? hmm...how!!! promise myself not to go out alrd but still the outing attract me sio.
friend jio me out to see cosplay sial...is freaking cool...hmm~ thinking.

2010-06-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

sunday
i have got a clear mind!!! gonna say sorry to everybody first...Nikki gonna stay at home and not going to shopping nor playing nor mahjong session until nikki's N- level...is ended...if u regard her as a friend..pls pls pls pls~ dun jio her out!!!!...cos she seriously needa study..this year prelim 2 target...i must at least pass my science and try to get great great marks for maths too!! if u pass by to see me not concentrating in lesson or forgets about studying...pls give me a good encouragment...but not sarcastic comment abt me..(hate tat! specially to somebody)
hmm no one at home now...only me, jizha, and kiko...its so boring..is there a takoyaki delivery??..
jeremy probably coming to my hse now to have a mahjong session..

friday
firstly, went to meet jolene and eunice to orchard shopping! then move on to somerset 313 to shop again.then eunice went for dental checkup..meanwhile jo and me go food paradise makan, to wait for eunice.
when eunice come back.. we went off to bugis to shop..after shopping go meet the pyps kakis..hehes..yeepy
(kityeng, huiping, shiying, sharlene, nixon, kayseng, nelson, yongen, chyeann, alan, yuanyang)...all of us went to tian tian huo guo to have steamboat for dinner..(i rejected for steamboat)!!! hate it!!..hais~ but with them accompany me...i still enjoy the dinner..every food i cooked, sure turns out black...hahas~pathetic...thks aye and kityeng to help me cook!! hehes~ paiseh sio..hahs~hmm..after 3hrs of eating...aye and yy finally finish their last bite..and they are not full yet wth...and they are so skiny..not fair~T.T after dinner they planned to go huiping hse to play mahjong...and me, sharlene and jolene..actually planned to go cheryl pub..but in the end..me having conflicts with parents...so decided not to go...end up sharlene went huiping hse, jolene went pub alone and me went home sleep..:) sorry to jolene and cheryl..i put plane again!!..so sorry~

2010-06-20T19:21:00.001+08:00

wahhh~ freaking sian ar...people everyone is so vain...all with motive...wadd this? where's the happinese and peace? its only the surface that is showing ...wad abt the inner part of their heart..is freaking black i guess.!

i bet no one is different. feels like living in a new world with all my truly trustable people. i bet this feeling is only in primary school! innocent babies~ haahs

i heartcxz my favourite friends!!!

i cant imagine that 4 years without really having a sentence chat can be soo crazy and open when we met.

if i go out with you with my open and craziness character...means i love you!!!

i love my cousins~and my favourite friends~

2010-06-20T18:42:00.002+08:00

"One of the worse things in life is caring about someone and wondering how they've been and what they've been up to when they've stopped thinking about you a long time ago."
-Copied from Nixon.

2010-06-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

i hope this life contiune...and non-stop..the feeling is so happiness.
you called me and i called you..
i text u and u text me...
is only left seeing each other...hahs! sooonczx~

2010-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

argh!! my thumbdrive left in school...my coursework is inside..hopefully when kit reach school early can found it..soo many ho liao inside..if got stolen jiu ho seh liao...gone case...god bless.!!!
today was a freaking tiring day.. morning when bmt match...first game, singles..play with a tiny little girl..i was like so sian aft looking at my opponent...but...thats was a lesson for me...shld not gou yan kan ren di...she won the first set...wtf...it was freakzing tiring playing with her..but the 2nd set against her again...I WON!!! hoho. 2nd game..played strong double with angela..have fun playing nial..ahhs~we won...hehes...
when 2nd game time interval.. haha...joke...u ask me then i tell you...i ps say on blog...ltr ppl say i bhb..ahahas..
after bmt return home and makan and then straight away dwn to yishun complex to swim..haha..shiok
pictures will be upload soon...

to somebody...
haiz~ why arent you chg yet? aft soo many stupid stuff occurs on you..you r the one who is gonna get embarrass nial..u r just soo hopless..
u know that playing doubles in bmt u cannot anyhow play although opponent are not really good..you played anyhow..then wad abt ur partner,,..he try soo hard to get the score back and u blindly just throw away those score..hais~ cant u feel that ur partner is mad at you?...and u still can smile and laugh aft the match... if u wan to lose..lose when u r playing singles lah..xia sua only u mah...some more u know that u and ur partners are so called star players in nbss...and u can lose to someone who is not up to standard to vs u....wad the hell r u thinking mencxz???...seriously hate u sooo much.
lols...see ppl shout at u then u not happy...the freaking joke part is that the first words came out from ur mouth is "eh..you play where de?"...lame lah..wake up can a not..see ppl small jiu say u play where de!..see ppl big jiu diam diam...act guai!!! =.=...go be actor lah...
aft sshouting eh u play where de...then ask us...if fight want fight tgt mah...siao peh...if fight i sure dunwan help u ar, i rather help the other ppl who shouted at you, at least one of them is my friend..bhb...only noe how to showoff in front of ppl...if u one person...duno u dare to say this nonsence a not.. bull shyt guy...hate u to the max...

2010-06-09T11:57:00.000+08:00

basically now in school de project cabin using comp, waiting for yunyun. aft yunyun breifing gonna go to badminton friendly match..i pon tdy's geog lesson and chemistry lesson...whoa~ hahas~
cousins came from msia to my hse to stay for a week..will have allot of ppl in my hse. sian..no personal freedom..sian~
ytd was sooo fun..juniors prepared many items for us...sooo gandong,..hais~ but is bmt...if its ahem then will be great..haha bais. ytd night had a prank on HIM...but quite fail, all blame that vinson girl...kpo dao...~ basketball!!!,..btw..happy birthday to tat china pork...WENJIE LAO GE...pig u happy birthday. ahhas
we played water balloon , and we were all wet...untill 11pm then go back home..went home chiong coursework until 1.30am jiu Zzz...haha~

p/s: why this few days u suddenly treat me soo soo soo gooood???

i am just feeling weird...~

sentosa trip 06/6/2010

2010-06-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

our group photo

our sentosa trip!!! was messy but great!!

went there with 4 brooksian, 2 chungcheng, 1 canberra, 3 northlanders, and 21 yrs old teen!

cool socializing!~

joke part: the two chungcheng guy was super joker, they went to socialize with those group of bangala...then the bangalar came to socialize with us...end up we played with bangalar..this was my first time that i was so close with the bangalars...i even make a contact with one of those...by hi5-ing his hand...hahas~! joke!! i wish they are angmo...hohoh...black turns white...hhahaha..in the end...2 angmo join us with vball...conculsion: we are very racial harmony!!! hahas~i think those bangalar came close to we guys is becos my friends some wearing bikis..so conclusion again they are tickopeh...hahas they even treated us 6 cans of heineken and 1 big bottle of orange juice...nice mencxz those ppls~hahas~now i am not really scare of bangalar liao..:)after sentosa...kit went to find her darling...then antonia group went to play arcade and watxch movie...left me and kim and yvonne...we went SHOOPPPING!!!...i spent $70+ total...yvonne spent $100+ total and kim spent $50+ total...hohoho...shiok...i brought 5 rings haha 1 shades...and other stuffs~

i luv collect this two item...now i have 21 shades!!!yea~and 14 rings!!! haha~ shiok!

see this ring!!! i post on my blog b4..i said i want this ring too...

super pretty!!! luv the pink rose and diamond...

i am a collector of rings too!!!

bling bling

they all say i have allot of shades...so intend to take a pic of all my shades..

few were not in the pic..

p/s: more pic upload on antonia and kim fb..

moremore pic upload on kit blog...*unglam photos!!!hahas~

2010-06-05T04:04:00.000+08:00

Take care my friend!! i will always support you!! shoulder is always here for you. i had this prob b4, i know how u feel..just wanna tell u, whenever wad prob came...calm urself with positive mind first..it works!!
p/s: i know u wun find me de lah..cos u got ur ahem liao then dunwan me liao...T.T:)

happy 10th anniversary to northbrooks secondary school!!!!...nth great words to say ley...tmr will be a tired day...gonna rush here and there...hmm...sian arh..
sunday going to sentosa with GREAT cousins...anyone wanna join??...feel free to come..cause there will be some unknown friends which i duno too..vball, phototaking, sun tenting<3...no more fare fare(duno correct spelling anot) nikki, only tent tent nikki..wah so cool!!! haha~ crazy!

2010-06-05T03:52:00.000+08:00

I could be very very very KIND or GOOD wadeva to you...BUT if u did sth which i dislike ttm...u gotta watch out...
stop that fcuking action mencxz..killing dogs for food? so that it will keep ur body warmth...wtf? drink hot water lah...killing cats for medicine?? fcuk you lah!! killing the largest mammal in the world(blue whale) just for its flesh...and without caring whether is it gonna extinct..killing croc and snake just for its skin to make HANDBAGS??? go die lah rich women...killing huge elephant just for its trunk? chopping animal heads just for presenting around ur hse?? pls lah...where's ur heart? worthless heart!!
is freazking sad that relatives around me have worthless heart!!...and me still wasting my time and looking around like a timid rat...when i grow up, watch me! i gonna save these pathetic innocent animals.
one of my blah blah blah...brought "lu tai" is a deer, but dunno which part of the body..heard that the deer just gave birth to the twins cub or baby..and the next day...the both baby deer is in his stomach...heard that after eating this the brain will work better...i forgoten the price alrd...shld be 6k i think..speechless but this_|_.

another of my blah blah blah...brought zebra head just to hang on her hse walls..speechless but again _|_.

hais~ wonder why obama nv care these problem!!!...and wander why no one step up to stop? is it that hard to solve this prob?...hmm probably bah...ormitoufo, tou tai zhou ren bah!...T.T

more freaking pathetic worst photos can be view through google...have a look...but dun cry~:p

2010-06-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

frie-daey~

pulau ku kup trip wif whole family...but not really all...1day 1night trip

pulau ku kup is a place for relaxing and gathering..the food there is super fresh...but environment there is super dirty...activities: table tenis, ktv,fishing, a few shops, kong min teng...hm..no more bah..

but i supper enjoy!!!,,,with my great great cousins..love it<3 more pic will be upload on fb..:)

saet ture daey~

came back from malaysia trip then rush to bath and pack everything...within 30 mins..and set off to meet cheryl and friends..

celebrated paym birthday and sentosa resort world de ballroom...freakzing huge..singapore largest ballroom..

i dun really know what are we there for untill i reach there...i realize tat all ladies wears grown and all gentlemen wears suit...wth...and i am like wearing so casual like going to shopping or sth...

there are many big people( so called rich ppl) even minister joyce fu was there...ho pinky put aeroplane..he was suppose to be there but he wasnt. me and cheryl was suppose to sit with our friends and northview friends...and our cher is suppose to sit with the big ppl..but becos allot of reason behind...so cher tell both of us to seat with the big ppl...is a great life chance to have dinner with youth club members and iskandar and eric...we chit chatted well...great!..

move on...there is a dance perform..the dance was amazing...haha cheryl and i was looking at a dancer...

this dancer is soooo amazing...i luv it!!!...heart melt menxz....soo cool....hmm...i wish i wish....upon a star!

hohoho~ we took 3 hours to finish our dinner...wtf???....hungry like shyt..food come liao also paiseh to eat, must wait for ppl to start eating first then can eat...waseh...toking manners and respect sio...

iskandar and eric took manymany awards...clap clap...and last but not least!!! congrats to our NEE SOON EAST CC GOT FIRST OF ALL..grats grats~~...iskandar told me that this ballroom and everything cost about 1 million dollars,,,and there are 120 tables,,,and each table cost $800+,,,eash person cost $80..i was like whoa~i wonder how much is 1 million menxz...

after everythings went back home at abt 12+...reach home...sooo many ppl at my hse playing mj....two table somemore...stupid noise make me cant slp....hais~

taiyan daey~

slept who day...shiok arh...sleep untill 5 pm wake up by my relatives. they came my hse mj again...so noisy!

wake up bath eat go np with cousins shopping...<3spent $30 hoho

mooon day

my darling birthday!!! kikokikokikokikokiko...

nv celebrate...but at least bring her out..not far but opposite hse...to meet hl and jo...stupid ohL say go out chit chat...waste time only...

tuee ss daey~

do nothing...but at home updating fb and blog...:) study 1 hr...FNN~!!! GUAI rite??...but not yet start!! hahas~ joke...

p/s

hello girl!!! dun judge a person by its looks okay~~ pls loh i dun go out with nerdy like you!!! loser!! buuu~

have been coughing for 1 month plus alrd...blame who...blame that idiot loh..._|_ promise not to go touch you again!!!

oh leh oh leh oh leh oh leh~~~

2010-05-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

wapiang eh!~...how to go for a peace holiday tmr....just gotten a damn lousy result...this is my worst paper i have ever got back..wtf!!! supppper sianzzz arh!!!!

god help!...i fail badly for my prelim 1..i nid to pass my prelim 2..and will promise not to go out so frequently untill N level is over, and i promise to spent some time on revision at home...lord pls help me to stay focus

and stay refresh all the time when the book is out...amen

later will be going to tuition at 8 pm...sianz,..haven finish zairong homework..got to chiong after the post.

hm...ms foo know quite allot of my stuff menxz...wth!!! how does she know it???..i wonder!!!...

hmm...tdy morning ms foo ask me a qn...she ask whether i wan to make icecream on 10th anni in sch...i said i dunwan...then ms foo say me...then i thought of mr ang...i promise mr ang that i will make the icecream for him to taste...so bobian luh...i also rmb that u have once told me that "Gong shi Gong ban"...duno hanyu correct anot ...haha it means...work is work...relationship is relationship......therefore i agree with ms foo to make icecream...once again let me proud of my icecream...my ice cream name is call spicy cheezy pumpkin icecream....dun u dare to say eeewww...cause we got 2nd position among all involved schools!~hahas~

tmr going to kukup...a place in malaysia...which i think is like a kumpong area...i think it will be fun. cause i will be going with many many people, abt 20 all more...hahazx...my family is always the middle of all.. yvonne, antonia, kimberlin, jonathan are going...yea my kaki...hoho tmr leaving house at 6.30 am...hmm..

busy sio...kiko will be staying at home all alone..:(...takecare my darling!!!...hahaz

gonna rush bak home on satuday cos i meeting ms faith ong for dinner at sentosa resort place...haha heard that each person must pay $ 80 plus ...but luckily ms ong treating...haha~ will be going with cheryl and her class friends~...

gonna post somme random pictures~~ sorry for the unrotate-ed photos...

east coast trip

kelong trip

haloween night/birthday 09

china trip

xiang gong~ hahahs~

she gu niang~i sua gu

oh manxz..my both spec doesnt suit u guys~ gif it bak 2 me..

ahmitoufo~

where is my husband?

i took this pic with russell hoho

but i dun have it...cos is in his dslr

do ray mi

creative right?

thailand trip

junction 8 trip

2010-05-24T02:34:00.001+08:00

see the post time now!!!
hahs~ i am doing something foolish...
BLOG SHOPPING!!!yea~ hahas~

needa ur comment!!!...which one shld i buy!!:)...choose one!! thks~

basically...i like the owl one!!! ahaha soooo cute!!! omfg!! ahahs~
andandand the last one...so sweet and lovely

I LOVE RINGS AND SHADES~HOHO

choose!!!..and then tagg me!! then i will go BUY!! hoho

2010-05-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today surprisingly jeremy came to my hse to play majiong..wanted to pei him de..but got meet friends!! hais~ sad..so he came and chatted awhile..then he tell my mum say i got bf..then my mum keep asking me question..hais idoit jeremy, keep disiao me..he even disiao ah mei..then ah mei mother also me question...hais~...hahas~
after tat went to jolene hse makan STING RAY!!! ahah..hm it was quite nice lah..is so different from others..her dad sting ray is not spicy at all...haha...and the lady finger like never even cook de luh...wah..so nice...hahas...but..overall the taste okay lah..but still can not open store to sell yet...needa improve first..hahahs...belle was there too...she eat soo much chilli...shld name her chilli buddy...haha
after tat went to safra..belle didnt follow us to safra..so she went home..and we go meet kaiyun at her hse voideck...after meeting her..we proceed to safra...to meet new friend!!! Audre and Kar wuai and a old friend Benjamin ng...we played pool and bowling...have a great time spent with them...hahas~ stupid jokers~
after bowling and all games...we sent kaiyun bak home. then we went khatib mac... me and jo pei them eat supper..haha see we so good...kw treat me a super big cup of coke...thks arh..hahas~
after jokes and all...time to go back..!!! on the way sey bye to jo...then they send me bak home...once again thks uh!!! hahas~
tmr maybe will be meeting pamela for lunch or maybe meeting wj for pool...hahas~
if pam not free then i will be gg to pool..:)..anyone wans to join?..feel free to come along..:)

2010-05-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

today went shopping and eating with porkchop and cucumber at the yishun library restaurant...then byebye to porkchop..cucumber then say tonite gg to her cousin concert..so she say wanna make medi..then i say i help her make luh.she came my hse...then i need to lock my poor pathetic kiko in the cage...hais~is like one year once lock her up..hhaaha~then she came...then i do it for her...tooo sian liao then i also made for myself...hahas~this kind of post u shldnt be reading..hahas~is so messy...then byebye to her..then i go bath and prepare to go out for dinner wif parents and parents friends...first time put up fake eyelashes..hahas...is nice...nobody taught me how to put b4...pro jiu shi pro mah..hahah then go makan...the food there is freaking delicious...but only if there is wine...it is perfect..hahas

2010-05-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

fcuk lah~~

just love everybody u bodoh!!!

izzit soooo hard???...

yes!!!

2010-05-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

does forever stil exist in this foolish world?

sometimes i think you dun understand me..

u doesnt know when to joke or when to be mature,

its so irritating and shag of contiuning those joke you played on me.

in my dictionary there is no FOREVER.

i will change.

2010-05-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

Believe jesus christ.:

No man have seen God at any time. if we love one another, god dwell in us, and his love is perfected in us.

Hereby know that we dwell in him, and he in us, because he have given us of his spirit.

Jesus is the son of god, god dwell in him, and he in god.

We have known and believed the love that god have to us. god is love;and he dwell in love dwell in god, and god in him.

Here is our love made perfect, because as he is, so are we in this world.

there is no fear in love; but perfect love caste out fear: because fear have torment.

fear is not made perfect in love.

we love him, because he first love us.

if a man say, i love god, and hate his whosoever, he is a liar: for he that not love his whosoever whom he have seen, how can he love god whom he have not seen?

and this commandment have we from him,, that he love god and love his whosoever also.

love and care one another.

no hated..

2010-05-17T17:39:00.000+08:00

I WANT PIERCE BELLY!!!..

EX

2010-05-17T15:38:00.001+08:00

hoho...today charbo school...went to school for captains ball game. then the teacher say N.A student also need to stay back for poly talk...wth..sian . erick, yaoxin, weixian, kelvin, zhangxi keep deciding wan to charbo anot. hahah..very shuang kuai,we all say go nial lah...than we all chao~..hahah
reach to the front gate, security guard stop us...but with all the liers tgt..ahaha no problem de...security guard dodo bird...ahaha...then went back home at 10.30am...hohoho, the rest went bak home at noon...the rest dodo bird also.. hahahhas

I had a dream last night, i dream of him..isnt it wonderful...but he is with a girl...i was so dissapointed and emo:(...that girl was prettier then me many many times...i have no chance..all i can do is that wish you last long and happy forever. why cant ex-lovers be back friends?...i just want to be your close friend...not even msging each other, not even msn chatting each other, not even tagging on my blog, not even contacting each other..it was so miserble..hais~i duno wad i want...its confusing..
i had another dream, its link...i dream of u ppl...my ex friends. we were like talking to each other, it seems like nth happen b4. we chatted along well...wad kind of dream do i have menxz? all about EX!!!wth!!!~.

2010-05-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

on 11 may,

went to celebrate joleneomq birthday
at yck japanese restaurant. with cheryl and one momoren... hahas..once again happy belated birthday to you...we had many lots of fun..

on friday went to raffles de japanese fine dining restaurant to had dinner.. the restaurant name is (san shui) the food is awesome and fantastic....really...but its damn expansive and the quantity is damn little...haha..but nvm one yr once mah..ahha

satuaday went to tuition in the morning...no eye dear why i so hyper...walk here and there..hahah, and no eye dear when zairong become so childish..hhaaha. in the noon, went to lim chukang or chua chu kang lah..for dad company family day...sadded jessica was not there...so bored!!!jolyn seat another table...hais, sadded!!!! then that guy also go bak with his friends liao...siansianxz...:(

had been intake many pills this few days..

had been bad health this few days.

had been thinking of where to go..

had been.....

2010-05-09T01:43:00.000+08:00

oh gosh~
once your name is being said, word came up to my mind and say..I really Hate you Much!!!..
saturday night~
huangliang, jolene, wenjie and kityen went to my house to study...study untill 12am then all went bak home!!!
felt tired but facebook first..haha..then play fb till 1 plus...ong HL tell me go slp early becos he got motive!!! he wanted disturb me when i was asleep...you this crazy boy!!!...but nothing will wake me up middle of the night, hoho...
sunday morning~
when to tuition early in the freaking morning 9 AM!!! super siannz...3 hrs of tuition!!! nooo i dunwan...hais~
MY chemistry is so bad!!!!! must study from the begining liao...sian=.=''...zairong( small name for you hor)..
thks for the disturb and embrarassment you gave me...
at night when to ong HL house to study...playing his comp with roflmao...then jiu really go study liao. untill bout 11.45 reach home. dun feel like gg home but i too lazy to send jolene home, so i just go home. hahas.. somebody which i hate was at my house and he is staying over at my house . SIAN arh!!! i want to smoothk. T.T
Later going to study with royston and class mates..shld i go? ...jolene pei me lah..if not later i go very odd leh...at least later i can go shopping with you after study mah..hahaha

Happy Mother's Day!!!!

wish you healthy,

wish you everyday happy,

wish you dun have to suffer with those pregnant symtoms everyday,

wish you can dun really care me..hahha,

wish you stay pretty forever,

and wish you a happy mother's day!!!

may your dreams come true..:D

no present for u this year, haha

BUT!!!

a lovely breakfast made specially for you later.

hahas!!!

2010-05-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

hahs~ so long didnt got a chance to update blog le...
hmm..ytd was an exam day..maths and social studies...
just hoping will pass... cos has been playing for term 1..and not really focusing on study...T.T
dinner time go toapayoh centre watch IP man 2..haha...exam period stil got time to watch movie..hehe angmor vs china...stupid angmor say us!!! herh!!! IP man 2 is great show..that i think everyone shld watch...:)is abt the past kungfu stuff...

today was language paper...both chinese and english..dun have to say lah..sure fail de...i have never been great in my languages...i am a singlish person and therefore no hope for the both paper. hais~ will practice more often. after school went to yishun mac to makan, wif jolene, jiayun, and the two boisterous wenjie and rouxuan...is very fun to be with them becos we will be crazying all th way..our laugh is so extremly loud that the manager come out to scold us...by the way we are all councillors!!!hoho except noob wenjie. we played sauce mixing...they were all so enthu except me...not really like to see those yucky stuff..feel like vomiting..eeew~ haha daring jiayun eat a long fries with the yucky sauce...eeeww...!!! pei fu peifu!!!hahah

eewe...pepper , curry , salt, coke, chilly, and many nosense pui food...all mix like wad the hell!!!!!

see jolene and jiayun face...hahahhahahhhahaha

2010-04-30T23:12:00.001+08:00

haiyo, coursework is freaking cake to me menxz...spent 7 hour to finish it and i just handed in...hais~ if next year able to go sec 5...means need to do coursework again...haiyo!!!! frustrated!!! hais~
A bad news heard from jiayi...she said DBSK had alrd disband..sobT.T,...my yunho and yoochun!!! argh~
exams are super near the corner...oh menxz...and all i did was rushing coursework!!! wad is this menxz,,,!!

got guts to scold my friend no guts to talk in front of me...haiyo~becos of u two, i am starting to hate all ur friends...including him and her..i care no evil...sometimes life gets boring if there is no excitement. Feel like doing something foolish...hehes...not to worry, i wun cut myself..haha!!!
Barking so loud behind got wad use...hais~bark in front of me lah..haiyo!! how i wish u could bark in front of me. Will you grant my wish? hahas~

i dun feel like caring many things..but sometimes ur action attract my attention and i wanna care. how am i suppose to control myself to totally ignore it...

2010-04-29T15:52:00.000+08:00

There are many more reasons behind the fact..

No one understand me, and i am not gonna let anyone understand me..

Feel so light and thin, just wanna burn it off...and disappear in this world.

I HATE MYSELF!~

2010-04-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

saturaday event:
went tuition in the morning...chit chat all the way without really doing work!!! hais~~how sial?? continue like tat sure fail de luh!!!! hais~~ after tuition go bf hse voideck wait for him to get change...when on the bus to interchange, saw zp...both of us no reaction..haha cute sia~:( then go safra eatzi restaurant eat western food...thks for the treat ar, my belove bf, the food is yummy!~ haha...after eating go arcade play games...wait for the latecomers to come!!! which is david and friends~~ then went to play pool. pool tables are all fulll..aiyah, then watch david friends play billard...world is really small....david friend friend is fuxiang!!! haha...awhile more, got pool table le...yea~then both russell came...one tall one short...hahas..small russell is amazing!! he very good in playing pool...and somemore he only sec2..haha...the whole day just slack at safra lah!!!...after pooling back to arcade again..play play then saw xueli and zhanhong...and again world is so small...david friend friend is them...hahas~ why do people need to wear mask? hais~ they are so different fr schh in attitude wiseee. hais~ then saw huangliang at arcade with his friend..haha, he was playing his game and i disturb him, hl..kit jio us study..hahas~his reaction very funny..hahs...then after everything!! BYEBYEE to alll others ppl...then me, bf, david, donkey and friend walk to northpoint...it was a long journey but with them their entertainings make me feel time flies fast..hahas..with all the songs of vulgarities let me LOLS!! haha...once again byebye to them...went northpoint with bf makan dinner at japanese food court...the food sucks~~ hahhs~then went to zinc shop bought a baggpack!!! wahsai!! is super expensive for me lah...but i like it very much...whoever dares to dirty my bags, i sure punch that person..hahas~peacee..:)after shopping., home sweet home....go take bus then saw shiqi...hahs...baby send me homeeeeee...thanks you~ today is actually celebrating our 1 month anniversary, cos coming thurs we both have schh no time. i enjoy the day:).

sunday event:
morning study about 3 hours at home...haha power rite?...haha, but slack here do here..not reallly counted 3 hours lah..ahah..in the noon went to dog farm at par-sir-ris..the dogs are super adorable menxz... i saw a cat..super cute too..my dad wanna buy that cat but...to expensive..cost about $2200...holly crap menxz,...the kitten cost so much its import from angmor country...faint~,,hahas then went to another dog farm...this farm is like spca...which those fucker owners abandon their innocent doggies...it was holly shit lah...it freaking pathetic de loh...they are like waiting for the time to past...rather put them to sleep then suffering now..one of the dog is old, his both back leg have no strenght..it have difficulty to even stand still..and his eyees were blind...i think this lovely dog was kanna hit by an accident...hais~ its fated...owners of pet: pls really show some love to ur pet...dun buy them because you wan them..buy them because you wan to care them...and take responsible for their life. love them menxz,....went i grow up!! i wan to be a volunteer of spca kind of...to give them love:)<3...they need love.
at night went to downtowneast makan and shopping...bought many things too...this two days i spent at least $80++..(+_+)...done updating!!! yes~ time to sleep..good nite all~

2010-04-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

wthell~ super tulan with that guy right now!!! what is he menxz??
boiling anger!!! whooo~~ huh? not happy jiu tell ppl do push up!!! not happy jiu torture ppl!!! coach nia mah!!! wad so big deal!!!! you didnt even respect us, how are we suppose to respect you??!!!! your attitude made us this way too!!! blame no one but urself!!!! its so unfair! wads the problem with studying in express and normal academic?? you can garentee that i next year sure go sec 5 meh!!! cannot rite? still tell me to train with the junior!!! then the express ppl see us do!!! wtf menxz...kick ur ass arh!!!!...he said" seniors dun have to do, but nikki must do!!!! fuck you lah!!!! always only wan to zhen dui me!!!! then i say" i next year go ITE let you see!!!! it's so hurt to say that but i said!! then he speechless!~ hais~ if i see u outside i sure wont respect you de!!! kick ur butt!!! grrr~~~
today i played 3 game. first game was horrible!!! coach said" nikki play double with vivien!!" hais sian~ ok luh!!! btw she sec3...and she played ok lah~~ shhh!~ haha. worst part came...she came to me and say, nikki i dun feel like playing!!! wtf!!! u dunwan play then let others play lah!!! haven play arld spoilt my mood!!! so first game she played like...mistake all over!!! maybe she was nervous, but cant blame her...cos i was once nervous b4..and i noe the feeling....but in the end...luckily we won!!! the score were really close...god bless me:) haha the next two game i partner with belle...she play great thats why we can win, even trash them:)
hmm, can say abit of teamwork lah, cos we dun really talk to each other much!! after training feel like walking home...cos its really angry and i need to chilled!!! is so shiok walking alone near the grass land:)
i told jolene i wan to solo walk, she say she also wan solo walk...then she walk first then i follow behind..
haha...you may think is silly but sometimes ppl needs to be emo to reflex wad they done wrong...
walking alone with the best weather is the best time i had...but sometimes letting someone walking beside you will makes you even better.:)

2010-04-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

Nothing to post leh!!!...
oh ya...to all my faithful readers, i am alrite alrd..
hehes..just gonna enjoy my life with studies...
i have to pass my mid year prelim...its important...!!!
hais~ enough of playing...:(...blessing u guys with fabulous marks!!! jiayous!!
inn a family~ qurrel are allowed, but fighting is illegal!!!...
smelly korkor, go beat my baby..kick ur ass arh!!!

2010-04-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

sucker dad!!!!!sucker dad!!!sucker dad!!!!
felt proud about myself today! cos i am strong...
even you gave me a **** on my face..i did not cry!!
cos is not worth it to show u my weaknest...
do you think someone who gave you $$ all the time, you will be good to that person?
NO!! so what if you give me lots of allowance....SO WHAT MENXZ!!!
TO REPAY YOUR KINDNESS!!! I WILL BURN THE $$ TO YOU!!!!
so what if i got curse by god!!!! i dont care....i rather die then to be your daughter...
taking KIKO to treathen me??...haha!!! this one you can try... say want to sell my kiko!!! go ahead and try if you DARE!!! you are just ruining your daughter life...
target : do not eat anything which are brought from sucker pig!!!
          : do not take any single $ from him.
          : never ever talk to him.
          : diao him when i saw his eyes.
butt~ now i left $$40...how long can i last menxz??? i must save $$.. friends!! in order to help me...pls dun ask me out...sponsor me if you wan me to go out with you!!! hahax joking,...treat this time to diet...haha
i am just worried about my kiko...T.T, haisss~~ kiko.,no matter what happen...i will protect you..

today went out with baby,jolene,david, eric,jason, pamela,junwei. wanted to watch movie but dissapointed.. FULL HOUSE!!! suah...slack as junction 8.. after that when back home...put things then go downstair slack with baby, david, jolene and eric and kiko..hahas...hais~~ eric kanna kick out of the house..wish i can be like eric for a day..hahas...shiok sial...no curfew, stay at friend house..butt, eric seems unhappy..:(
11pm...all when home...me walk back home tio gan...hais~~what a gangster dad i have...eeew!!! hate this life...

2010-03-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

IR IS FUNTASTIC...I WANT GO USS!!!

CAREER DAY

2010-03-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

will never forget the days that we have fun!!!

luv jolene to the max!!!!

pictures of my childcare centre!!!!

2010-03-20T16:46:00.002+08:00

we are soooo BORED!! so we intended to take pictures!!!

hais~~~ spoilt image sial!!!!

cos taking pictures with two nerd guy!!!

hais~

haha: hansheng abit left out!!! so sad!!!

hehe, so hard to entertain!!! hais~~

phua zairong!!! seriously lah!!! dun tuck in ur clothes lah!!!

must listen to someone who r more fashionable then you!!!

like me lah!!! chey

omg! he llooks like donny lee sial!!!! scared!!!

who more CUTE??

i think the monkey on the shirt is cuter then the both of u loh!

pathetic!!!

MYMALAYSIATRIP!!!!!JOHORBAHRU

2010-03-20T16:12:00.001+08:00

okay;) it's was a enjoyable trip to johor with many friends..life time experience:]

cool!!!

felt abit sad of this trip becos they say they are bringing us to chocolate factory but in the end to chocolate store...chey!!! bluff me...sucker!!!

We ate seafood as our main meal for lunch and dinner.. delicious:}

overall, i enjoyed very much with so many weido friends...haha

chocolate store, museum,pineapple land and paintings...

after malaysia trip, went slackings with friends...prata for supper!!!!

she-darling~~

2010-03-17T01:34:00.002+08:00

Fall in love or Fall in hate.

Get inspired or be depressed.

Ace for a test or flunk a class.

Make babies or make art.

Speak the truth or lie and cheat.

Dance on table or sit in the corner.

Life is divine chaos. Embrace it.

Forgive yourself.BREATHE.

AND ENJOY THE RIDE

i gonna forgives all my haters and talk laugh with them.

i need courage.i must have faith.

i can do it!:)
BUT
I dun feel like doing it..:(
hais~ siaopeh

2010-03-13T16:17:00.048+08:00

hopefully tat momoren will not do anything foolish again. hope tat momoren will learn his lesson. when the senerio happens, i feel abit pathetic for that guys sia. hais!!! but he deserve it. thanks yongsheng.!!!:)

some of my random photos..:)

can u guess which one is me?family photo

she came to my house!! joking~ but is taken outside my house

POP sound!~

2010-03-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday when pooling with cb kia, noob ass, jason and david. Haha.. we were asking each other some stupid realistic question. it was super A and shy..hahaa.
today after school, when slacking with noob ass and david and jolene...see them play bball so sian... feel like playing the ball...but they to hiong liao..so decided to ride jo bike around. joke for the day!!! NOOB JOLENE!!! MAKE ME EMBARASS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD...WHERE CARS HAVE TO WAIT FOR US TO CROSS... fcuk sia jo!!!@.@ super duper embarass....JOLENE HAS NO BIKE LICENSE... dun trust her,...i have trusted the wrong ppl...ggrrr

2010-03-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

PIANG EH!!!ytd nite 11PM eat mac spicy for SUPPER!!! FAT FAT FAT!!!
pathetic ZAIRONG NO GIRLFRIEND!!!! no offence who ppl who has no girlfriend now!!! cause this zairong really OLD liao and still....ok he tell me not to tell others...later he stab me from behind...MURDERER!!! zairong no offence hor!!! cause u keep on disturb me, now is revenge time...hohoho...yes arh!!!

2010-03-05T21:14:00.001+08:00

i am super hungry NOW!!! serve me food!!!... i have not eaten my dinner...
feeling so pathetic. now a realise that i cant leave alone. cause i cant take care of myself. mummy went out with mummmy friends, then daddy went out with dadddy friends. then me leh?? stay at home!!! haha...cant stay at home for long de lah...brain will brust..so later then go out.hmmm,went to slack with jr and xiao ben at jr void deck just now!!!Talk some miemie. then later go meet jolene study...... hmm, SO HUNGRY...
SHOULD I OR SHOULD'NT I???

ROCKERSIM!!!!~

2010-02-27T21:11:00.010+08:00

we are too boring, so we intend to do wad normal girls do!!!" take photo" haha

zilian pai #1

zilian pai # 2

jolene...ur make up alrd make ur eyes so big liao still stare so big at my phone for wad!!!!will scare the ghost awake de leh.

see we have difference tougue .

jolene have "U" shape size, jiayun have V shape size and i have heart shape sizez..cause i cut my tougue into half. but too pain liao so i intend to cut a bit... but it still give a perfect shape..hahaa

u believe my story ar? hahaa~

our eyes very nice rite!!! cause i make up for them de ma!!!
credit to me!!! nikki!!! makeup artise...hahaa! bhb

wadeva...zilian pai # 3

jiayun<3> sexy right!!!~

peishan<3> she is the only council that i respect as a senior. the reason that today i am so called brave is all her credit..

yeexin<3>

hummairah<3>famine

further post pls view jolene blog

OPPSJOKEDAY!!!

2010-02-23T20:20:00.009+08:00

HILARIOUS PORK LAH!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

me, erika, jolene, humaira and the unlucky rouxuan, played truth or dare!!!

*slacking at the back of the hall while everybody is training.

danny coach is extremly serious and busy with the "c" division pupils.

the joke ppart--->>>jolene kana dare. so dare loh!!!( we dare her to tell coach" NOW WHAT TIME AR??""....the joke thing is that the clock is only above her. wtf!! coach say" 100 PUMPING DOWN NOW!!!! HOHOHO...jo, ur red packet from coach very big sia" haha.

ok, now coach is damn fustrated liao...play some more play some more...hahhaa.

next kanna chen rouxuan...dare again..hoho good luck loh.

this time round we say" go tell coach "CAN I DO PUMPING???""

HAHA rlol,.really laugh out loud...hahaa.

somemore she do the damn innocent face with a hand like begging..hahaa

coach reply"200 pumping down....huh!! trying to play with me itzzit..

wah piang...then he say those who played the game do pumping 40...i was hiding, but hor GREAT GOOD FRIEND HOR SABO ME... herh, bobian do loh...

after scolding and every bull shit things....me and humaira said soorryy~~hahaa

it's really our fault lah, so i dun mine saying sorry...hahaa

super hilarious, really...if u were there u will laugh untill yr bunny tooth drop menxz.

hahahaha

happy CNY!!!

2010-02-18T21:55:00.005+08:00

liu lang gou..

typical msian!!! pls dun act clever

pray hard for n-level success...

releasing the pathetic birds in the cage...

my chu yi shirt!!! rock n roll~

fun crazy madness~

who's tat pokemon????

it's me when i am young.

cute right ??? now like kns...

2010-02-11T19:27:00.003+08:00

happie chinese new year to everyone!!!

may this year u guys will take many ang pao!!

saya pergi malaysia dan thailand!!!

dont miss me!!! hahaaa

haiya, today against canberra sch lose..hais~

they sure very proud now!!!T.T

dont wan play bmt liao! herh!

jolene thankyou muchie!!!<3

you're the best!!! hahahaa

hilarious JOKES!

2010-02-09T00:10:00.005+08:00

This are the stupid stuff that makes me laugh whole day!!! whoa@.@

but take your time to look through it!!!

2010-02-06T13:26:00.005+08:00

hmm, went to amk hub ytd..makan at nebo restaurant.

shop awhile nia..guess wad!!!

i first time go shopping nv buy things sio, somemore i bought a assement book!!

walao, peifu myself..hahaa

ohyea~...

jolene wear dress!!

stop imagine it!!!

i will show you the picture.

is pretty de loh~~~

council investiture day!

2010-02-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

This is a day where, we, council hardwork are to be shown to the rest.

Everyone was smiling sueol happily...

bu xu si bai, zhi xu cheng kong

2010-02-04T21:42:00.004+08:00

ARGH~ I HATE LOSING!!!

losing = no live...

scared= no live....

steady = yes live.

after bmt tournament, nv go back by bus with them. went to find jon and his frens. coach face was like, so tulan....i heck care him...everything also want to scold scold scold. while waiting for his frens, i played bmt with their boys sch team ppl...hoho, they said their sch bmt sucks. wadeva lah...i just wan to win canberra sec. hope coach will let me play against canberra sec. hahaa, saw briano, he is like so grown up liao...he dont look like him anymore. haha, and also i realise that his friend is a boy...not like last time he keep hanging out with gurls..haha.

nikki to jon: why ur frens so beng de?

waliao, hl...many thks to you menxz!!!haha....thankyou!!

at the end, reach home at 8pm, chiong cw untill 9.30. hais~

secret: still haven bath.

Hi, bye my friends.

2010-01-28T21:00:00.004+08:00

treat me just a friend of yours will do, cause i will be treating you in this way too. don't treat me as a special friend of yours, cause it dont worth it. I will treat you and everyone the same. no higher or lower just equal. peace.~

CRYINGINTHERAIN:(

2010-01-27T18:00:00.004+08:00

IJUSTNEEDASHOULDERTOLEANON...
CANSOMEONESTANDUPTOSCOLDMENOW,IBEGYOU...
LETMEBEBADJUSTONEDAY..
ITSSOHURTFUL,IDUNWANTHISFEELING.
FEELLIKEDOINGSILLYTHINGSRIGHTNOW..HOWHOWHOWHOW!!!